No one at school would tell you that they were free before the big day of the Farewell Concert. I was extremely busy at that time, felt that no one understood the heavy load I was carrying (FC, MIDP, VW, GD, P, A, S...). They might just believe that I could handle all the things well only if I myself truly want to squeeze out time. It sounded like it's my entire fault to bring myself to this exhausting situation. My family urged me to read more books, to share the household chores, to contribute to the family party, and there are P and S to practise. Feel so tired every night.

BUT then, Farewell Concert was put up on the stage in front of all the schoolmates on 30 June am. I felt quite high indeed and didn't panic a bit Happy is the word to describe me. "Well, must act ANGRILY when you go out", "Try your best to sing; the illness should not bother you; must sing out the dynamics...!" Yes, I think we really did a Great job. I enjoyed very much watching the show at the back stage and enjoyed myself as part of the singing group. Plus, I appreciate what everyone did, especially the in-charge persons~!  Everyone's effort did pay off, making joy and excitement fill the crowded stage. It is an absolute success in my heart. What the audience thought somehow does not matter much to me.

About the programme booklet, those Art jobs, I like Jasmine Yung and Chung KM's drawings very much. They did an excellent job to stick to my style on the cover of the FC programme, that I think I couldn't do that so nicely~Is that you all think that the drawings on the programme all come out from one person? HAHA, that's why I appreciate them very much.

Sometimes I felt a bit guilty and frustrated when receiving criticisms during those FC rehearsals and meetings. Guilty for I knew I was irresponsible in some fields, making the leaders unhappy. Frustrated when hearing negative and hurting comments which are useless to help me improve... Well, on the whole, I'm glad to say that only happy and bright memories stay in my mind. Yeah Yeah Yeah~

Oh, such a long xanga entry as my first one. I think I will make this xanga like a weekly, recording only big events here and to prevent wasting time writing trivial matters that you guys are not interested (Like what I did today and what worries me, blah blah blah). So you will expect a very lond entry from me every time.